Introduction to My Journey

Allow me to introduce myself. As noted in my Medium bio, I am a typical housewife navigating a plethora of opportunities, skills, and ideas, all while managing my time at home. Can you relate? Even with no children around, and sharing space with my family of four, I still struggle to find enough hours in the day to accomplish everything I aspire to. You might think that planning would alleviate this issue, but in my experience, it often falls short. While I manage to complete one or two tasks, I remain perplexed about what’s going wrong.

I am quite efficient with my daily household responsibilities, thanks to years of practice. Planning works well in that domain. To summarize, I've been married for three years and have never held a job outside the home—essentially, I’ve been a homemaker from the start. With a postgraduate degree in IT, I believed that in today's tech-driven world, one could achieve so much from home. However, my last two years navigating the online landscape have proven challenging.

Did I accomplish anything? Yes, I learned to use Bookbolt, set up paperbacks on Amazon KDP, and published a low-content book. However, I saw no returns. I also ventured into e-books on Amazon KDP, publishing a novel titled "Drainland" for pre-order. Unfortunately, I couldn't progress beyond the first two chapters, leading me to postpone the pre-order once and ultimately cancel the launch. Writing wasn’t the issue; I attempted to post on Wattpad, but lost interest before finishing.

I explored the cryptocurrency realm last year as well, learning to trade on platforms like Binance and OKX, making a modest profit but ultimately stepping away. I also launched a YouTube channel, opened a Shopify store, and started writing on Medium—all at once. However, I had to close the shop due to losses. My YouTube channel continues to fluctuate as I post technology-related videos, including gaming content and crypto reviews, though numerous videos remain unedited. Am I simply lazy?

The Realization of My Goals

Initially, I attributed my struggles to procrastination. However, while exploring Medium this month, I stumbled upon publications that provided valuable insights, albeit not in a positive light. I realized I had let myself down over the past two years. Ultimately, who holds more power over you than yourself? I degraded my self-worth and proved my fears right, not the opinions of those around me.

I have a passion for art; I collaborated with my sister on a stunning wall mural, enjoy photography, and love creating slow-motion and time-lapse videos. I also dabble in digital art.

I relish playing video games and want to showcase my gameplay for others to enjoy. I possess the intelligence to discern which cryptocurrencies to invest in—not just Bitcoin, for those wondering. My imagination is vivid enough to dream entire stories each night, and I write poetry, exploring themes of spirituality and mental health.

So, what’s preventing me from moving forward? Why do I feel stagnant while the world progresses? I find myself interested in everything yet nothing simultaneously. A heartfelt thank you to Erica L. Soerensen for shedding light on a potential explanation: the concept of being a multipotentialite.

Conclusion

Embracing multipotentiality is far more fulfilling than fearing it. I encourage everyone to uplift those around you who exhibit similar traits.